For context i am a binary trans man and have been on T for 10 months my goal was it to look androgynous instead of stictly male/female and didnt know where else to ask ibstead of here lol so do i look androgynous?
Im 18 y/o and ive already had to repeat 2 grades due to chronic social anxiety disorder and ive beem goimg the past 2 years becquse i had a friend from the mental hospital with me, she graduadet and went to a different school but i stayed, and i dont have any friends in this new class. I started skipping school bc half of my class was and ever since this winter its been rly hard for me to go back i havent been at all for a month and before that only like 3 classes per week. The fact that i havent gone and now i dont get anythinf esp in a few subjects is making it worse. Ive had constant anxiety about not gettinf my degree ever since i stopped going and noe i dont wanna go becquse in a few classes rheres only like 6 people and ill stand out due to not knoeing anything, i csnt bring myself to study due to adhd and i csnt work because of my anxiety. Literally dont know what to do anymore at this point. I went off of medicstion start of the year because i was gaining weight(25kg) and my mental health got better for a few mknths but now its just at irs lowest again due to not being abke to connect with classmates. I dont know how to start goung again every day i just hang out at the park, i fucking hate my life.
Did my hands change on T? Kinda tripping out cuz my friends dont rly notice sinxe theyve known me so long(first is pre T)