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Bütçe 1500tl. Gamepad öneriniz varsa yada aşağıdaki gamepadleri kullanan varsa bana bilgi verirseniz sevinirim

rampage sg-r218

Logitech f310

Logitech f710

Dualshock 3 kullanıyordum stick drift çıktı o yüzden hem bilgisayarda kullanabileceğim hemde Playstation 3 te kullanabileceğim bir gamepad lazım, bütçe 1500 lira.

I am losing my mind. I'm 15 and I'm a male. I live in Ankara(capital of Türkiye) and at summer holidays, my family goes to my homeland Kastamonu because there is our village. But I don't like it there. they always try to make me do work like farming, wallpainting with my dad etc. Because sitting in the house is the worst thing to them. I don't want to. If I said no, my mom and dad would be mad and tell my relatives I'm a lazy phone addict and a disappointment. There are low to none Internet connection, sometimes it rains heavily and causes A DAMN NATURAL DISASTER (like in 2021 which i got caught in, search in Google "Bozkurt 2021 flood disaster"). And there are my cousins children that are the most arrogant ones and they don't say anything to them. No yelling, no warning, simply doesn't care about them. And what they say? "Can you look after the kids? I don't want them to fight and cause trouble." EXCUSE ME? THEY ARE YOUR CHILDREN. You are supposed to take care of them. What do I look like to you, a babysitter? Today, they came in the morning and left at night, the whole day. While they were here, they made a mess inside the house, they always yelled and screamed ALL THE TIME and caused a headache in me (I get headaches very rare). I didn't say a thing because I'm "Mr. Polite". If I did, there would be chaos and a 2 hour long session of "Importance of Respecting the elders". And here is the main thing, I want to return to Ankara now. They say no because I "can't" look after myself. My sister stays in Ankara because she has to work so I wanna stay with her. I am not a toddler anymore. I can do laundry, vacuuming, cooking etc. And my friends live like 30 minutes apart. And they say I wouldn't go outside and only look at my phone and play video games in my computer. They literally have over 1000 hours in CANDY CRUSH. What do I do now. I'm confused. I am mad. I am tired. And I got played.

İçinde harici ekran kartı olan bir bilgisayar arıyorum.

I'm 15 years old and I'm in a bad situation. I feel like my parents only care about my grade. When I have a C or D, they yell at me, get angry and take my things away. But when I get a B or A, they just say "Okay good" while staring at their phones with no emotion. I was a straight A student, but 9th class is so hard in Turkey. They don't understand that. My grades are dropping rapidly and they think I'm faking my studying times. But I tried so hard to get good grades. They were about to get me a new computer but after my grades dropped, I think they will not do it. There is a thing called "Certificate of Appreciation" in Turkey which is given to students that gets a grade ratio of at least 70 out of 100. There are 2 variants of it, "70-85" and "85-100". I got the best one 5 times in a row, but now i got the 70-85. They say if I get the 85-100 one, they would buy me a new computer. Like, are you shitting me? I have 2 siblings, one dropped out of high school, and the other one almost failed. And my parents got them what they wanted. What is the problem, why is it me? I wonder like "what did I do wrong?" but couldn't find an answer. Clear my mind please.