I can't do it man
Cars at the shop burning smoke coming out of the exhaust when I fired her up yesterday this car is my first big purchase that I made when I was still living with my parents till 25 now 28 currently living on my own and picked up around 25k trading and gambling credit card debt and using my savings and Roth IRA in the past 2 years retirement funds being the only thing I didn't fuck up. Car is a sports car so it will be a pretty expensive fix I have almost nothing saved for the repair since I've been trying to build my roth ira(5k) back up while paying debt off weekly because I got into a plumbing union trade earlier on and make good money now. honestly not proud of myself giving into this addiction and have been trying to get through it as fast as possible but selling the car is something I told myself I'd never do currently on work break typing this out because the car is one of the few things that brings me joy in life driving the insurance rental this morning was like a wake up call typing this out to vent so i can work up the courage to tell my parents I fucked up and move back in so I can get rid of these debts.