Hi, may alam ba kayo na murang bilihan ng crabs and shrimps sa Malolos or nearby? Namili kasi kami kanina sa supermarket - ANG MAHAAAAAAL. Or not sure baka ganito talaga presyuhan ngayon. Parang 500+ per kilo. 4pcs binili namin lagpas half kilo so nasa 300+ siya.
Baka may alam kayo. Cravings lang namin kasi now sa bahay 😅
When I was young and unmarried, having a baby or a child was never in my plan. Don’t get me wrong ah - I love kids, I love my nieces and nephews. I even took care of my younger siblings. I believed that no child deserve this kind of world. A big part of that decision was that life had not been easy for me as a child. I was sexually abused when I was young by multiple family members. My sisters don’t know anything about this. That’s why I decided to not have a child.
But this changed when I was about to get married. I talk to the priest about my not wanting a child. And our conversation made a huge impact on me. Long story short, I gave the idea of having a baby some thought. And after a year and a half, I had my baby girl.
I was scared and still am of what the future holds for her. I am scared as F. This made me depressed during my 1st year PP. But this baby girl is the sweetest. She’s almost 2. Just about to turn 2 yet she makes me feel like she’s the strength I need every day. She always asks me if I’m okay. Imagine that. I love her so much.
To my younger self, thank you. Because of you, I get to be her mother.
This is me now, trying my best to be my daughter's protector and safe place when I had none.
Crying rn while writing this.
Cooked what’s in the fridge today haha bahala na kung magustuhan nila.