u/mochaxbun

I know this person from my previous workplace and we're really getting along well and then when I was trying to take a nap (my head was covered with a jacket) I overheard them asking someone to say the 'N word' the person refused (as it should 'cause why the fuck are they going to say it?) and then they said "Say with the hard r" and I'm really glad my face wasn't exposed because during that moment 'cause I can't really fathom someone saying it right in front of me and then the other person. You know what came after that? they say "I'll say it then, what's up nigga" it's fucking childish, I really can't believe in this day and age still find that funny and what's crazy they disregard my feelings (or maybe they have never cared from the start) it's so hard to be blasian in an asian country because you'll have deal with questioning your identity but what's worse is the casual racism, I literally have no body but myself to defend me, I'm so tired :))

They tried to talk to me after this like nothing just happened maybe bc they thought i was really asleep, idgaf if it is really targeted towards me or not but that shit was never ok.