u/moodringfortunes

Idk, I think if we sat down and decided to try something, the long distance would be hard but would payoff in the end. I think you know that too. As I told you, I’m happy to move, happy to adapt, happy to give all of my effort into something and for someone I wish to be with.

I’m trying to not lose my head, but we have so much in common and I’d really like to be with you. But I understand if you can’t do it. Whatever happens next, thank you for the wonderful memories of yesterday. I’ll treasure them softly.

If wishes were horses…

I wish someone wrote about me the way I write about others. I wish someone reached out to me and confessed while being completely available. I wish someone told me all the little things that I do that they notice and like. I wish someone would light up when I look at them. I wish someone looked at me the way I would at them.

I wish I had someone who made me feel safe enough to unmask my autism and adhd with. I wish I was with someone who I could share my softness with. Someone who wouldn’t mock me for writing poems, or tease me for drawing line art or call me names for loving the apothecary diaries. I wish I was with someone who can handle my chaotic gremlin self. Who finds me hilarious and charming somehow. I wish I met someone who genuinely liked me for me.

Is it too much to ask for someone to share the same views? Is it so much to ask for someone to be both compatible in personality and in other departments too? Or am I just…. Alone.

I wish I had someone to cuddle right now, to cry to.

I feel so pathetic right now.