Anyone know why there were people screaming outside?
It sounded like it was coming from Connor Prairie. There was siren sounds and lots of chanting. If anyone knows what it could be lmk.
It sounded like it was coming from Connor Prairie. There was siren sounds and lots of chanting. If anyone knows what it could be lmk.
Hi I'm 21F with ADHD autism and cptsd. I get triggered when similar situations happen and I relive the past mentally. I will almost regress mentally back to the age it happened at. I still live with my parents and feel like I couldn't live alone.
Almost every day my parents are doing something that takes me back to that place. They say they want to help and support but are still emotionally abusive and neglectful. They also don't get me the help I need either. They claim they did everything they could by sending me off to a bunch of mental facilities when I should have been getting to experience high school. I'm extremely undersocialized for my age. I struggle with normal jobs and driving. I think I could do remote data entry ( I have certifications in some things) and would do better driving if I wasn't in the city. My main issue with driving is depth perception and having panic attacks that makes it dangerous to drive because I shut down completely. My main issue with jobs is customer service and physical demand ( I have 3 vertebrae out of alignment).
Please I'll take any advice of what to do I simply just don't know and am very open to suggestions!
Im aware that my position/form isn't correct when I see pictures but when I'm actually on the horse I have no idea how to fix my posture. Am I too far back? First photo is from my second lesson and the second photo is from my first.
After reading these responses I'm worried about staying at my barn! They never asked my weight before putting me on him. Someone said he had low muscle and I did notice the water was kinda gross an had like algae or something. My instructor told me to keep trying to pick his hooves when he was trying to kick me. They also told me I didn't need a helmet the first day when I asked because we were just walking. I thought I was just overthinking but I really dont want to give money to bad people. Is this barn bad and how do I find a good one?!
For context none of my family likes him because of how he treats her but no one will say anything to her face. I was previously in a abusive relationship with a 27 year old at 17 and no one said anything. Now looking back I really wish someone had said something cuz I always thought I was the problem. Since we grew up with emotionally abusive parents she became a people pleaser with self esteem issues. She won't say anything and blames herself.I see her relationship with him and it reminds me of mine. I don't want her to feel like she can't come live with me and leave him but I just don't know what to say. I also worry about her getting upset with me if I do tell her.