I have been feeling like misaki recently
Alr before someone says I'm being corny yeah ik I am being corny but I didn't mean entirely like her but I so badly want to be needed i have felt so worthless my whole life even though I have a pretty normal life but this emptiness in my heart makes me wanna end it all....I feel so lonely all the time and i know my friends are busy mostly and i am too but even when I'm busy I can't help but want someone around me and for someone to need me. I guess it's normal to think like this at this age I don't just means romantic partner but someone who would need me in their life. I really don't want to be selfish but it would make me feel great if someone actually needed me. This anime truly made me feel seen I have really bad social anxiety and my hands tremble a lot and I don't like going out much at first I related a lot to satou cause in highschool I never cared much about things but it's bothering me a lot. Please feel free to write down your experiences if your also going through it