u/moosurday

good day!
As the title sums it up, I'd like to move out in the future. I'm 19F, not happy and a little uncomfortable living with my parents. I'm currently in the process of getting an alcohol handling certification in my province so I can have a biiit more luck with getting a job as most of them usually require it. That was on my end that I didn't think of getting that before I applied. Oops! As I'm applying little by little for other jobs with a long-term goal in my mind, I want to hear what you have did that made the move as efficient for you or if you are in that situation right now or if you have moved out multiple times already. Anything from financial, packing up, rent, and anything else you would want to give me or other people before, during and after moving.

I don't plan to move out of the province as I wanted because I'm just applying and it would be my first official job. My main focus is moving out of my parents' and after a few years I'll maybe possibly consider moving to another province when it is the time. But if you have anything to say about moving provinces/states, I'd appreciate that too and I'll take it into account if I consider it in the future as well!
I'd appreciate any input even from the smallest things, thank you!

Recently, I feel like my fear of bugs have gotten worse. Especially when I'm sleeping or in bed just chilling. I have alot of hair and an adequate amount of thick body hair, I shed very frequently and I lose alot when I'm moving around in bed. Unfortunately for me, I usually think those hairs are bugs and I have to jerk out of bed very frequently, turn on the light to investigate if it was a bug or just my body hair or some hair strand. I move my stuffed animals and pillows and my cushions and I inspect everything till I think it's okay. But that usually doesn't last long, I do it again. I did have an experience where I did find a spider in my bed, so it could have stemmed from that. I thought of wearing those silk bonnets to keep my hair from falling everywhere and maybe that could help. Spiders are the ones I am very afraid of. It could be small and harmless, but I don't want it in my business at all. It's not frequent that I see them, but I am still very afraid of them.

I don't think it's bed bugs, I check very frequently if there is and I clean my sheets every week, I think my fear of it is absurd so now I'm starting to have hallucinations of it or something appear at the corner of my eye even when there really isn't. Actually, even when I'm not in bed, such as the living room or in the kitchen. I feel so uncomfortable all the time everywhere and anywhere at the only place (my bedroom) I feel safe and I don't know what to do. I wanna shave all of my hair off because it's making me so miserable. I think everything is infested with bugs, I do a thorough check of my clothes I wore yesterday like my hoodies and there's nothing. Especially when I go outside, since it's still sunny out, there's alot of insects and bugs and I hate going out in this time because they could be crawling and stick to me while they're flying or something. This probably sounds crazy and stupid, and then I have a fear of bringing them home, going to my room and my bed being infested with bugs that I brought from the outside because they multiplied or procreated in my bed or somewhere in my room.

It could also be my eyesight, I did read a few posts on here about them seeing something at the corner of their eye and it could be that (which I also considered and that's usually what I tell myself so I could get some sleep) but I wanted to hear if anyone else could tell me what I should do or their experiences with their fear of bugs like mine. Am I being dramatic? Is this a sign of something? or Is this just my eyesight? Has anyone done something to help them with their fear of bugs or could there actually be bugs?

Hey, ya'll. I've been trying to figure out if there was a way I could make a shortcut where the song I am playing currently if I can toggle repeat on and off without needing to open apple music to press the repeat button? Sorry I hope this makes sense