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I wrote some seal script calligraphy 登鹳雀楼书法
I love this poem (登鹳雀楼) and I find that Chinese poems are more vivid in ancient variants so I decided to write it out.
How do I manage and enjoy my special interest?
My special interest has to do with symbols, text, maps, and literature. I've recently understood that I have a form of hyperlexia, which some researchers believe is a kind of OCD for symbols of meaning and text.
I sometimes spend hours upon hours studying languages, or drawing maps. This sometimes is detrimental to my health, and I find it very difficult to stop. It's been an obsession my whole life.
While it might sound useful, often fall down a very specific rabbit hole and study very specific etymology. Often not doing tasks I ought to do for my actual studies. I find that this is becoming more and more challenging as I get older.
How can I manage my special interests? I have a lot of shame attached to it as well, which I'm trying to unlearn.
Thanks to anyone who reads this :)