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I think my dad raped me as a kid

I keep having memories of my sisters being abused and I know I was hypersexual from a young age. my dad was always super touchy and would make me kiss him on the lips till i was a young teen, he would grab my butt. I tried telling my sisters how this happened to all of us and they all said no and I was so adamant that it did that they just think im delusional now

he's always been emotionally and physically abusive but i never thought sexual until recently.

is it possible for your mind to disassociate so hard you remember it as happening to your siblings and not you?

I also remember him bringing me to my "cousins" when i was super young and its a faint memory of me walking with him and an older man through a yard and thats all ive known for years. I asked my mom and we have no family in that area

fuck i think i was being raped and shared to my dads friends

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Im a trans woman with very left leaning views. I believe in community and only taking what you need. I dont even like money.

Due to political changes and targeting of trans people I dont feel safe anywhere anymore. I would love to move and immerse myself into the culture and truly become a part of it. I want to work hard for the community and help fight against the greedy.

I guess I'm truly asking permission as I understand the contempt for mainlanders. I hope to learn some new perspectives and have a conversation to help me understand and migrate in the most ethical way.

it gonna be on spotify tomorrow btw

but DG played a huge role in my artistic and spiritual journey. I owe everything I've become to these dudes for waking me up to a whole new world of music

Lil Darkie and Tyler, The Creator are very real and have amazing points about race relations. They try to say how theyre just words and its the power we give them that makes them hurtful. I understand where people hear that and think "you dont need to say it though". White people should not have to a reason to be able to say it but its also not against the law to. Its a delicate issue and people in america are too stupid to understand nuance so it feels like a pointless conversation. No. You arent a political commentator because you named a song "I Nate Higgers" youre just being an edgy loser. South Park doesnt say the N word to stick to the man and "its just a word chill out!". Satire and artistic literacy is dead and its actually the most enraging shit it makes my blood boil when you try to talk to a south park fan and you find out theyre just racist and dont realize theyr being made fun of. Its weird af cause these artists are 100% right but at the same time its empowering dumbass white people. Idk i guess all I wanna say is to listen to immigrants and POC. Dont be a white savior but realize you can have a say in this People just need to have actual conversations. I hope this lands well and if I came off a certain way please check me and let me explain/correct myself. Im just tryna be a mediator in these divisive times and Im tryna learn to go with the flow. I want to be educated and I think I'm on the right path I just am tryna get over that fear of being ridiculed for ignorance

Im just trying to start a conversation not prove a point. I hope this lands

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