u/myzteryythrowaway

Now go die alone

28, I’m not even ugly. Most people say I’m handsome or cute etc. but for some reason it feels like I exist in this weird bubble where nobody ever actually is interested in me. And no it’s not some situation where I’m so hot people are intimidated or anything. I don’t have abs, my muscles aren’t massive, I have a pretty average face.

I’ve always had trouble meeting guys my age, they always seemed to ignore me. The only guys online or in public who ever show interest are 50+. Not to knock the daddies out there, but it affects me that I never catch the attention of anyone my age. It’s especially hurtful that my friends all basically run in this circle of guys who all know each other (meeting on apps etc) and it feels like I’m left out of the club bc I’m not attractive enough. I’ve been going to the gym for a year now, lost like 10lbs, gained some muscle. I feel like I look better than I ever have, yet nothings seems to have changed.

I feel like there’s a kick me sign or something in my teeth constantly that makes nobody at all interested in me. I try so hard yet all my apps are dead, I’m always the friend who doesn’t get lucky when we go to the club, it hurts.