u/neusbey

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I was gonna make a tea party style thing in here but it feels so bland now, and idk how to fill the space so it doesn't look like that. I will probably remove the pumpkin accessories so don't mind that part

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AND THIS FEELS SO CUTE OMG, is it just because of the engine change or because I didn't logged into the game for a year but just looks so cute, also lil room design 😋

It's been so long since I write here, and I haven't played since that last post. If you don't remember it, I said I was having a "gay panic"for Caldarus, I didn't know what that meant until that day, I thought it was meaning smth cute but I researched it after the incident.

Sorry to every folk that I offended, I wanna be included in this community again and I hope you can forgive me and let me show y'all my experience again, with a more open and non-homophobic English.

I am excited for version 1.0 release and waiting to login until that day, I wonder how many things I missed

I'm sick af right now and all I can do is lay on bed and looking to the bottom of the bunker above me, and somethimes looking at my phone. Just tired of the feeling of something hollow in my chest and that feeling doesn't let me breathe normally. I hate it, hate every second of breathing. Every swallow I do feels like I'm swallowing motor oil. I hate being like this. I forgot to take my medicine just one day and I'm worse than before. I'm tired all the time, feeling like my body is turning on myself. I can't enjoy anything. I can't even get angry nor scream. I just want everything to finish but I don't want to die. I don't know.