Everytime I feel like I've left purging behind, I end up coming right back within a few months for another awful relapse. Just endlessley cycling: starve, binge purge, try so hard to be normal again, start right over. For at least 5 years now
Recently I've lost a significant amount of weight but I feel like I don't SEE it at all. But I know I must look different because my measurements are smaller and I'm fitting into my old clothes from when I was this weight before. Yet somehow, when I look at old pictures of myself at the same weight in the same clothes, I look much slimmer than I do now. And I guess I was just wondering if this is some type of dysmorphia or if I'm just misremembering how I used to look now that I feel differently. Anyone else get this?