Made a huge mistake at work - might get fired
Okay just need to vent here because my anxiety is eating me up. I made a mistake last week na today ko lang na-catch. We just finished a really hellish week at work (more than a week pa nga), the kind na even the weekends you still need to be on your computer kasi kailangan talaga magcheck ng kung ano ano.
By Wednesday last week (this was maybe day 10 of non-stop work) I was running on fumes and tinatrangkaso na ko. I did my usual stuff na I have to do on the first day of every month lang then called it a night. Thursday and Friday were slow for me kasi masama pa rin pakiramdam ko nun so I did minimal work.
The thing is, I thought I checked everything off my to-do list nung Wednesday pero may na-miss pala ko. For context, my work involves budgeting our ad dollars for the month. Sa pagod ko last week, hindi ko na-adjust yung budgets ko for my campaigns which led to me using up 70% of the month's budget over the weekend, na supposedly for the entire month of July.
When I found out earlier my hands literally started shaking kasi di ako makapaniwala na nangyari yun. I take pride in my work and think I do a decent job naman in this company (I tried to leave before but they offered me a raise to get me to stay) so parang ngayon nakakahiya naman. They all thought I was a good worker then magkakamali ako ng ganito. Hay
Anyway, I'm just waiting for my direct supervisor to wake up now para makausap ko na siya. Wish me luck