u/npav-69

hi , it's been two weeks now since I watched Laurence Anyways (2012) by Xavier Dolan.

I'm a French cisgender man turning 20 soon, and all the questions of gender have been in my life for a few years. I've always said that I feel great in my body as a man, but when I watched the movie, something special happened.

I've never been so unsure of how I feel in my body. I think I still feel good as a man, but I told myself maybe I would feel even better if I were a girl.

I know that I am very lucky to be able to ask myself these questions like this.
One of my first feelings was that I 'm really happy to be safe with my family, my friends, and my girlfriend. I know that I can talk about that with them without fear. I am very grateful.

I don't know if it's really appropriate to share a message like this here ; for me, it's really easy, and I know that gender questions can be a really hard thing for a lot of people. But I wanted to share my story.

Okay, now I don't really know where I am . We talk a lot about this with my girlfriend ; we explore things, and she asks me some questions because I don't really know where I need to start to continue the research.
But at the moment, I feel good like this , but I know I have some beautiful things to discover with these questions.

Lov , hope your life is beautiful.

just wow
this movie is sooo cool
I really think that queer movies made by women are the best
I also watched Shu Lea Cheang's porn movie I.K.U., and it's fantastic
I've never watched a porno as good as this one ; I love how she's so free
The way she loves the internet and how she spreads her queerness in the porno is beautiful and exciting