pressured into cutting my lawn resulted in the death of two small birds - don’t read if that’s too much i have to vent

im so pissed. not even at the folks pressuring me per se but more at myself for giving into the pressure and not being more careful i was letting a portion of my lawn grow out knowing full well that there was a nest, not wanting to disturb it in any way. i mowed right over it killing 1 and maiming another horribly. idk man ive never accidentally killed an animal and this is rough as hell. 5 minutes later the mother and i assume father came back with food. i’m devastated. the parents seem to be “cleaning them up” but i just have no idea what to do and how to react to this. so i’m doing what we do and fucking post. i hate this place beyond measure.

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u/nummpad — 13 hours ago
▲ 9 r/Defcon

Badge Questions

Hey all - first time Defcon attendee - i paid the 580 but i'm wondering, since this is an electronic badge gear, does the badge come with the 580? will i need to purchase it separately? I'm really stoked on it after viewing the schematics and from their site. But they mention:

>DEF CON 34 is an electronic badge year, and we've got something very special in store, created for us by a hardware hacking legend. We can't share too much at this juncture, but we can say this: it will be iconic. First round Hall of Fame. In addition to being a cool badge, it's a platform. It's a full-fledged, first-of-its-kind inspectable platform. Long after closing ceremonies we think you'll still be using this device to regain some agency and security in this rapidly complexifying world.

I think the last one was that cat shaped one that had all of the, ahem, interesting drama surrounding it, but I guess I'm wondering what I will need to do to secure a badge. I also know that a lot of folks will build their own bespoke badges that can range from free - 50 bucks or so. So i'll be sure to bring ~$500 in cash with me for that and various other things.

Any insight is appreciated! Thanks!

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u/nummpad — 8 days ago

i want to have a serious discussion about hunter kozak

this was an incredibly interesting read and i think i might be going down a rabbit hole tonight
read the article here

u/nummpad — 11 days ago

I’m going to vegas

delete if not allowed or whatever but i’m going to vegas for the defcon nerd convention - my work is paying for me to go all expenses paid i guess im trying to see what there is to do besides the obvious or if anyone in the area wants to get together to get beers or something? i’ve never wanted to go to vegas - just never had the desire but ill be there 3 days and dont just want to spend it with coworkers. if you know cool’s spots let me know!

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u/nummpad — 16 days ago
▲ 148 r/TrueAnon

You ain’t seen nothin yet.

i never thought when my brother and i were coked out of our minds in the summer of 2009 thinking about how we could get gambling made legal in all 50 states that we would make it here.

u/nummpad — 22 days ago
▲ 104 r/TrueAnon

AI ads are getting so fucking funny dude i csnt take this shit

u/nummpad — 1 month ago
▲ 129 r/TrueAnon

most vapid goes to….. chud the builder !

if you’re following this lore it’s actually fucking hilarious - but this sick mf also has like nearly 60k donated to him currently in a crowdfunding campaign🙄

u/nummpad — 2 months ago

overpaid for the web imo but whatcha gonna do. everything feels super good to me and im happy about each one. what would you do with this next? i’m thinking something floral? or butterflies/moth? idk man just fill it up.

u/nummpad — 2 months ago
▲ 23 r/seattleskaters+2 crossposts

i’m working up to being comfortable again. maybe i need lessons? i’ve been constantly watching good skate vids and lesson videos on yt - i moved to seattle in late 2023 and am in need of meeting likeminded people around my age group (not necessary!) to skate, grow, chill and learn with and from each other. videos are not enough i need sessions with folks who aren’t judgemental and are wanting to have a positive experience skating and finding people like them.

this is really long winded

TL;DR - new to area wanting to find people who are interested in growing together - learning teaching and doing sessions together regularly!

u/nummpad — 2 months ago

hurt myself twice in the last month - once literally rolling off of a 14 inch ledge i’ve hit before and just now while trying to rock to fakie on a very small quarter pipe seriously hurt my wrists both times. i’m considering getting pads for my wrists and likely elbows since i’ve broken an elbow in the past. i just don’t know if watching skate iq is enough. i’m incredibly stable and great with balance on flat ground. i think i just need to meet skaters in my area :/ feeling really upset man

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u/nummpad — 2 months ago
▲ 4 r/Skatersover30+1 crossposts

34 years old just got back into skating flat ground and transition after like 20 years lol - feeling more comfortable, i can do rolling ollie’s 60% of the time (though not this high) i can catch about 50% of my nollie shuvits and sometimes catch 1 footed tres - working up to doing kick turns on transitions hoping to drop in and rock to fakie on the mini ramp this summer - anyway here’s a slowed down ollie! i’m taking skateiqs advice, something we didnt have the luxury of 20 years ago 😂

u/nummpad — 3 months ago