u/ohkiscool

im so fed up with this disease bro. i literally cannot trust my own body atp. i was completely fine a week ago on my daily dose of mesalamine suppositories yet this fucking disease decided to flare up AGAIN as if i did smth to piss it off. im already dealing w a bit of mental health issues ( not caused but definitely worsened cuz of this disease ) AND IT JUST HAD TO FLARE UP AGAIN. also how am i shitting this much bro i do NOT remember even consuming this much amount of food its like they're creating bloody poop out of nowhere in my gut bro AND to worsen it all ive tried so hard finding someone irl who also suffers from an ibd like at my university just so i have someone to relate with and talk about this with but like since its kinda rare and pretty much an invisible disease its so fucking hard to do so.

everytime i open instagram or another app for say youtube, the app never utilises the area around the camera cutout where the status bar icons reside. ive set it to SHOW camera cutout yet the issue persistents

i know its not a huge deal but it just looks unappealing

edit : if you open up your gallery and scroll through you'll see that the albums, pictures and videos are shown behind the status bar icons like battery, wifi etc. id like that to happen on instagram aswell as youtube if its possible

im a fresher and I'll be joining this year. Ive been diagnosed with an IBD for which i need to keep my medication refrigerated for it to be effective. does SRM allow medical exceptions for such situations?

im trying to attend councelling via my MET marks, and like i said i didn't qualify for councelling via jee mains so do i still need to upload my scorecard? im also from CBSE board and my result has not been published yet

this is gonna be a rant so just bear with me 😭

im genuinely so sick and tired of having to live with ulcerative colitis. i was diagnosed when i was 11 years old back in 2019 and after 7 whole years of having to deal with this bullshit im genuinely done. i was on remission from 2023 to the majority of 2025 which was the best time I've ever had, like i genuinely felt normal again during which i stopped taking my mesalamine suppositories without consulting my doctor ( ik it was a dumb move but i genuinely thought i was free from this horrid illness ). anyways it was back in like September 2025 after I JUST WENT THROUGH A FRICKING BREAKUP. October was the worst month for me honestly, having to deal with UC again aswell as the breakup it took a heavy toll on my mental health. Either way after that entire phase was over around Jan i started noticing long red bumps on the skinfold near my groin ( scrotum and thigh region ), i didn't think much of it even though sometimes it was painful as hell. anyways fast forward to now, im dealing with ulcerative colitis, my college applications ( which are completely fucked up ), im not able to study and i just had one of those recurring long bumps which burst open and started bleeding everywhere? it happened at around 5 AM and the timing couldn't have been worse like i JUST cried my eyes out. i researched a bit and linked it to HS which is apparantly also linked to ulcerative colitis and the green pus i noticed is linked to a bacterial infection so yeah im genuinely done with this fricking bs. im going to a dermatologist today to figure things and hopefully it goes well.

ALSO IS IT JUST ME OR DO YOU ALL ALSO TRY AND FIGURE OUT WHERE THE NEAREST BATHROOM IS EVERYTIME YOU VISIT SOMEPLACE NEW LIKE ITS ALMOST INSTINCT ATP I CANNOT SHIT MY PANTS ANYMORE.