[vid includes spoilers!!!] i dont know if this is super allowed in here, but i made a phm edit to the back of the moon cuz it just felt so fitting… idk if there are any phm fans that are also cavetown fans so this is a long shot but i just wanted to show someone lol 🥹
this might be sort of a dumb or weird question or experience but here i go anyway…. i have never questioned being aro or ace because i felt i just hadn’t found the right person yet or thought it was very early to label myself, but i got to thinking and ive never really had an actual crush?? or i thought i did but it was just really strong platonic feelings because once i got in a relationship with them it was so weird?,,,, every crush i have i eventually get around to the ‘do i like like them or do i just wanna be their best friend’ question and its always the latter and it makes me question things. i’ve also always seen my friends be in relationships and be on and off and be sexual with each other, and ive always thought that was so bothersome and so scary,,,,ive considered maybe just being demiromantic as well ?
im still a teenager tho so i feel its very early to call it anything and i do have a libido but its very strange thinking about actually doing anything and i can’t really picture it? ultimately as i said i still feel its very early to call it anything but i just wanted to vent a little, and hear someone’s opinion 🥹 please be nice to me 😞