Cuz why did i just buy a new wardrobe, glow tf up, buy a new signature fragrance, started working out again, lose 10 pounds, list all my old clothes on poshmark, deep clean my entire apartment, dump a 1.5 year situationship, quit nicotine patches/caffeine/alcohol all in the last MONTH
Also about to switch careers 😅
Month 2 on medication and I’m over here turning thoughts into things instead of bed rotting/ruminating on those things for hours/days/weeks/years 😱!!
It’s not actual magic but it does feel like it 🪄✨
Cuz why did i just buy a new wardrobe, glow tf up, buy a new signature fragrance, started working out again, lose 10 pounds, list all my old clothes on poshmark, deep clean my entire apartment, dump a 1.5 year situationship, quit nicotine patches/caffeine/alcohol all in the last MONTH
Also about to switch careers 😅
I’m inner blue he’s orange, composite is third image. We met through an unexpected work opportunity that came out of nowhere and he’s my boss 😅
Is this one sided attraction or does he feel it too? Any long term indicators?
I’m inner he’s outer
For those of us in corporate America, how do you do it? I have been working in office jobs since college graduation. Now that I'm 39 and seeking diagnosis, I feel like for the first time I'm allowing myself to come to terms with how hard it's been all these years.
I've always struggled to literally get my ass into the office. I'm in a particularly under-stimulating job right now, and it's actually the reason I made an appointment with a psych (everyone in my immediate family has ADHD and I'm the only one not diagnosed yet). I really struggle to get into work and do actual work. In my prior roles I have worked in highly stressful environments that kept me engaged, but in this role I have almost too much autonomy and no one checks in on me or manages me (it's as weird as it sounds) and because of that it makes it so much harder to self-start.
I have a perverse fantasy of getting laid off because even though it would stress me out to no end, I know that a crisis like that would kick my ass into gear and I'd hit the pavement hustling for freelance jobs. Even though that would be traumatic, I know it would make me feel alive :/