u/ompatel2306

So I was dating a girl when I was 14 and dated her 1 year. we we're very close tbh we used to go to school together by walking we had our own friend circle of 8 people and we used to go tution where only we both used to go no other boy or girl came to that place. Now the things happened after our exam i shifted to different city because of higher studies cuz that city wasn't that developed and then we got in long distance relationship and it was the time of winters 3rd of january the day just after she said my friends told me that she committed suicide and the reason was she was pregenent and it was all over the city news 16 year girl got pregnant and committed suicide and then I asked from whom she was pregent they told me my bestfriend after that I tried to contact him he also was shifted to another city for his studies so I thought noting would've gone wrong maybe his hostel doesn't allowed phone but when the sooner the holidays came and i was going to his house to ask how's he doing before reaching to his house I saw one of my friend I asked him do you need any help he asked where I was going i replied I'm going at my best friend's house he told me he committed suicide I asked when he told he didn't knew maybe 10 days after her.. suicide and I was like shattered at that point.

Now I'm 17 around 2 years have passed so far and I haven't dated after that. Now there's a girl I talk to we both wants to be in relationship but whenever she talks to another guy or anyone I feel very jealous and I'm not able to process that thing again I've developed very worse trust issues and insecurites I'm like isolating her completely like no male friends. I don't think I'll ever be able to date somebody.

So I'm Om M17 and i had crush on one girl she's my junior let's name her eva F16 the one day it was the last period in school she came to me and asked do you play chess and we played chess for an hour in my school then i told my sister which was in her class, my sister told her tht I'm a great man I'm career focused and all.. then i confronted eva and started talking to her on snapchat and started to flirt and she gave me postive replies then I kind of told her that I have a crush on her and she said i need some time to make the descision I'll tell you in winters I said okay I'm ready to wait now till there the things were working really really well

Then one new guy started to talk to h let's name him gandu so my soo called sister in eva's class was her ex and he doesn't want her ex to talk to me🤧 so he started to tell eva that I'm not a good guy so she tell my sis not to talk to me and i got to know everything by eva and then I gave him a slap it was then

Then one of his childhood friend also did the same but he did cuz he also had feelings for eva

After all these shits finally she said that I've came to a descision that you're good, you're good at handling nd she told me that she feels comfortable around me so she'll date me in winters not now cus we just me 10 days ago.

Then there is a guy let's name him ashu in my class ashu is very good at sports and academics he had also played district shooting tournament so one day one of my friend told me that the day ashu and some other students were gone to play the tournament one of other student let's name her jadu she met a boy in another city I told ashu that, that friend told me all this and ashu asked me again what happened and recorded everything and i didn't knew that he recorded me then ashu told jadu that I told him that she met a guy in another city and that guy is her bf. She faught me i told her again and again that I didn't say that I said that one of my friend told me that I just told ashu about it but she didn't believed and also ashu grabbed my collar cus I was scolding her friend so I took a rock and yea I throwed it to him and my school principal saw it and he decided to give me tc cuz last year too I did many inconvenience and disturbances to the school but he gave me a last chance.

Now yesterday was my chemistry exam and I didn't prepared for it so i decided to take my phone to school and cheat and I took my phone i took to the class I got the exam sheet and everything was going okay but ashu knew that I had a phone with me so he told one of madarchod teacher about it where he goes to attend coaching classes and the teacher came to class and told principal about it 🙂 and now he's probably gonna give me dummy admission or tc with bad character certificates cuz he had applications in which I have accepted that it was my mistakes nd all .... Idk what to do now should I prepare for the next exam or not 😭 tomorrow is my next exam btw 🤧