u/onipez

I'm going to try getting advice here, since they removed my post in the college subreddit.

Im a upcoming junior that is dual majoring, I worked two jobs during the school year and saved up a lot of money. I've always worked, there's always been pressure to keep up a job no matter what and I pride myself in being a determined, hard worker. Recently I took up a job as a expo/foodrunner and it was the first time I couldn't keep up with a job, my arms gave out and I was almost dropping trays left and right. This was p*ssing off everyone, so when my shift was over I politely resigned. (They are a extremely busy restaurant and prepare for these things, my boss was really cool about it.) Im currently heartbroken, and honestly, mortified.

I also realized I could just... Not have a job this summer? I have small opportunities here and there to make a couple hundred bucks on weekends. The school year makes me pull my hair out, and I worked on top of that. ​I wanted to work on my sketches, build my portfolio, learn revit, create a healthy routine etc...

It makes me feel guilty to think about, and I'd hate to look lazy. Has anyone else done this or felt this way

Im a Junior dual majoring this year in Arch/Facility management, I worked two jobs during the school year and saved up a lot of money. I've always worked, there's always been pressure to keep up a job no matter what and I pride myself in being a determined, hard worker. Recently I took up a job as a expo/foodrunner and it was the first time I haven't been able to keep up with a job, my arms gave out and I was almost dropping trays left and right. This was p*ssing off everyone, so when my shift was over I politely resigned. (They are a extremely busy restaurant and prepare for these things, my boss was really cool about it.) Im currently heartbroken, and honestly, mortified.

I also realized I could just... Not have a job this summer? I have small opportunities here and there to make a couple hundred bucks on weekends. I had to look lazy, but the school year makes me pull my hair out, and I work on top of that. ​I wanted to work on my sketches, build my portfolio, learn revit, create a healthy routine etc...

It makes me feel guilty to think about, and I'd hate to look lazy. Has anyone else done this or felt this way?​