This is starting to really get to me
I'm starting to get really tired of the prep that it takes just for me to leave the house. I have to watch what I eat days before and fast for numerous hours before I go anywhere, exercise until I work up a sweat, shower to wash the sweat off, then do a "regular" shower again afterwards and remain hungry until I'm done with wherever I'm going for the day.
I have a dentist appointment today and I felt like I did everything "right" yesterday to prepare but I woke up today and my stomach is bubbling (not growling but bubbling) and I've smelled myself before (room filling rotten eggs) and they were all times when my stomach was bubbling so I know I'm going to smell at this appointment. I'm not ready for the reactions and the mistreatment. This shit is so frustrating!!