u/parabola568100

It's not perfect but I still think it's very enjoyable. Just wanna hear the communities thoughts

I met my ex girlfriend at work and fell in love with her very quickly. We got a house together and it was the happiest I had ever been. She tried helping me get off the weed many times and I would stop and then go back many many times to the point where she couldn't do it anymore. Now I am living in my car and shes already seeing someone else. Everyday I wake up hating the person I was almost feeling unworthy of happiness and it was all because of my compulsion and unwillingness to change. I don't smoke anymore but karma has found me. Obviously it's more complicated than just that but If someone can read this and it helps them quit it would mean the world to me. It's hard to even look at myself sometimes

I always interpreted paleblood as dmt in a way. Like the pure nectar of dreams and consciousness. Ascension. Just wanna see what the community thinks I understand the connection between the moon presence just thought I would share