Think to build my own homemade HPC for computer modeling of proteins such as receptors, membrane proteins, Huntingtin. Want to compute interactions of proteins with neurons.
What you think about hardware?
P.s. absolute zero in AI, do i need hardware for it?
Think to build my own homemade HPC for computer modeling of proteins such as receptors, membrane proteins, Huntingtin. Want to compute interactions of proteins with neurons.
What you think about hardware?
P.s. absolute zero in AI, do i need hardware for it?
Think to build my own homemade HPC for computer modeling of proteins such as receptors, membrane proteins, Huntingtin. Want to compute interactions of proteins with neurons.
What you think about hardware?
P.s. absolute zero in AI, do i need hardware for it?
And for life science at all.
What do you think?
I've lost the will to fight for my sobriety. I've been sober from marijuana for 45 days now, and in the last week, the cravings have become stronger than my desire to quit. I imagine myself rolling a giant joint of pure weed, going to my favorite smoking spot, smoking it, and going for a walk. My visual perception of reality changes, time stands still, and I become the only living being at that moment. Life is perceived not as an objective process unfolding in the universe independently of me, but as a movie I'm watching. I can't continue the fight for sobriety; I believe I've already lost, and if anyone beckons, I'll run to whoever rolls me a joint. I want to cry from the feeling of what a pathetic rag and piece of human trash I still am. And somewhere very quietly, the squeak of the old sober version of me is heard. What a worthless thing I am. How can I fight? Where will I get the strength?
Hi everyone. I smoked weed almost 3 years. At the moment 38 days clean. I feel VERY strong craving for weed sometimes because when i high, i feel myself like in spiritual world, i feel derealization, i feel myself as artificial neural prosthetic in the matrix and my limbs are like high-tech implants. It sounds like crazy shit, but at the same time i feel emptiness and happiness, i feel like I'm fully artificial mind which stuck in the brain. I want to quit from marijuana because i feel that it will kill me, but i feel very strong craving for these psychosis condition. What should i do? (I'm autistic and neuroscientist, it feels even worse for me)