u/pebb1esss

So, i really wanted to play sky after a long time, and heard about the season of vaan gogh. Where is it located guys i cant seem to find it😭 or is my game glitched ? How do i reach it?

Today i am Writing this while not knowing what i will do later.This is just my vent up feelings u dont have to read all of these shits if u dont want to. Go back to sleep/ work.( respectfully)

I 17F year old, went thro a heartbreak. Not a love one, a much worse shit.

Had my friend tell me something, so cruel, it broke me into pieces realising what i was to her was nothing but just a facade.

I am pretty ugly in real life, maybe a 4/10 at best, nevr been in a relationship, but loved all of my friends. They were my every thing. Or so ig. My parents were never close with him, a single child with emotionally absent dad and a victim card mom. Never blamed them. My older cousins, they were nevr there, didnt like me. Always grateful but yk the feeling where you can see you deserved better?

I told them everything, shared my stuff, they did too. I thought they were great people, they loved me too. But with time i realised they were just... there. I was the one thinking we were best mates or some shit.

I have always been insecure, suidal about my life, my face. Marks evrwhere yk from attempting ____.

My very first best friend,

She told everyone behind my back abt my childhood crush (very embaressing) behind my back. Forgive her, moved on, shit happens,people can change.

Thought it was my fault, that i needed to change, i overreacted. I appologised.

A very good friend of mine,

Said i was over, i talked too loudly, made her uncomfortable. I appologised. Again and again. Asking what i did. I wasnt a good person she said.

A good person. How do you define them?

My second best friend (she was my world),

I told her evrything about myself, everything. She used to talk sm, i loved it. But never listened to me. I had to pry her attemtion towards me. Still i told her evrything.

3 years later, we were 16, she acts like shes 12. I liked her a lot, wanted to change her. Then too, she made fun of my body in front of everyone. I forgave cus what else waz i supposed to do? Always said sorry even if it wasnt my fault.

One day, enough was enough, i left. She never followed, never talked.

A very good friend of mine,

Hid things from me. Not once. I said its okay we are friends. But always share ur thoughts okay? She agreed. Now, she says she did it again. Even after i said no, multiple times.

She begs for my forgivesness.

I ask, to the one who creatrd my life, why? What all i try to do? All to try to be? After trying so hard to fit the fvk in. I give, give and continue to give yet, they... betrayed me.

Maybe it was my fault.

I always thought of that. And apologized/ forgave in the end.

I try so hard to be a better person. But lose in the end.

I beg the question, where did i go wrong?

I have nothing to lose, nothing to gain. Ugly, average person. Nothing interesting to say, to share. I think this is the end of my journey. I have no aim in in life.

I realised, i am nothing. In the end, i turned out to be an extra in my own life.

Sorry for making u read all of these shit.

~sia

Hi, i am Writing this while not knowing what i will do later.This is just my vent up feelings u dont have to read all of these shits if u dont want to. Go back to sleep/ work.( respectfully)

I 17F year old, went thro a heartbreak. Not a love one, a much worse shit.

Had my friend tell me something, so cruel, it broke me into pieces realising what i was to her was nothing but just a facade.

I am pretty ugly in real life, maybe a 4/10 at best, nevr been in a relationship, but loved all of my friends. They were my every thing. Or so ig. My parents were never close with him, a single child with emotionally absent dad and a victim card mom. Never blamed them. My older cousins, they were nevr there, didnt like me. Always grateful but yk the feeling where you can see you deserved better?

I told them everything, shared my stuff, they did too. I thought they were great people, they loved me too. But with time i realised they were just... there. I was the one thinking we were best mates or some shit.

I have always been insecure, suidal about my life, my face. Marks evrwhere yk from attempting ____.

My very first best friend,

She told everyone behind my back abt my childhood crush (very embaressing) behind my back. Forgive her, moved on, shit happens,people can change.

Thought it was my fault, that i needed to change, i overreacted. I appologised.

A very good friend of mine,

Said i was over, i talked too loudly, made her uncomfortable. I appologised. Again and again. Asking what i did. I wasnt a good person she said.

A good person. How do you define them?

My second best friend (she was my world),

I told her evrything about myself, everything. She used to talk sm, i loved it. But never listened to me. I had to pry her attemtion towards me. Still i told her evrything.

3 years later, we were 16, she acts like shes 12. I liked her a lot, wanted to change her. Then too, she made fun of my body in front of everyone. I forgave cus what else waz i supposed to do? Always said sorry even if it wasnt my fault.

One day, enough was enough, i left. She never followed, never talked.

A very good friend of mine,

Hid things from me. Not once. I said its okay we are friends. But always share ur thoughts okay? She agreed. Now, she says she did it again. Even after i said no, multiple times.

She begs for my forgivesness.

I ask, to the one who creatrd my life, why? What all i try to do? All to try to be? After trying so hard to fit the fvk in. I give, give and continue to give yet, they... betrayed me.

Maybe it was my fault.

I always thought of that. And apologized/ forgave in the end.

I try so hard to be a better person. But lose in the end.

I beg the question, where did i go wrong?

I have nothing to lose, nothing to gain. Ugly, average person. Nothing interesting to say, to share. I think this is the end of my journey. I have no aim in in life.

I realised, i am nothing. In the end, i turned out to be an extra in my own life.

Sorry for making u read all of these shit.

~sia

So a few days ago, i bought the class 11prarambh batch 2026-27 for 5k rupees. I can access contents like pdf and videos from earlier but couldnt accesss any of the newer contents. Even the app isnt showing the live classes. All my peers are saying that thay are not facing this problem, they are getting the live classes. But with me its conplete opposite, i am stuck with old content with no clue how to fix it. I tried to log in from another devices, deleting and redownloading, nothing changed. I tried reaching out to their support, no one however picks it up. Tried emailing, they never responded. I dont have access to offline tuition etc, so tried online classes for the first time, and now my dad says that ive been cheated. I hope it isnt true, but i couldnt help thinking about it. Hope anyone can help!