u/peppermintteea

Anyone on Rittilan while taking this?

My doctor knowing i take Rittlian has prescribed me this medication 5mgs twice a day tirating up to 20mgs twice a day but ive just seen online its severely dangerous to take it with a stimulant. At the same time other websites just say with caution. Im currently like WTF should I risk my life for this. I have severe chronic health issues and its my last resort so I don't know where to go from here.

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u/peppermintteea — 3 days ago

This is a snippet from a lesson, i tried a more breathy lighter song. My other stuff without backing tracks is voice recorded so sorry this is all I can upload.

I used to struggle with my chest voice so much now I've gotten a bit pushy so I've tried to go the opposite of my usual songs I sing. Overall I'm pretty comfy with chest. In saying that I do kind of assume things are lower than they are and sound a bit grumbly sometimes.

Higher heady stuff is new to me and i'm still learning to mix. I almost drop off and can't give the same energy to mix, where I have a lot more power in chest voice.

I also have an aussie accent and widen my vowels a lot which makes me sound a bit whack, any advice on how to narrow these sounds?

u/peppermintteea — 15 days ago

I just saw a post from a women that gave me the courage to post this. I am seeing a man and we are both madly inlove but want different things. It was brought up on the first date that he wanted to have kids, get married settled down. Me, I have spent most of my life thinking ive never wanted kids and been really up front about that. Our date went so incredible and he apparently sat by the ocean for hours considering the possibilities. He chose to keep pursuing me regardless and now some time later we are living together and planning our future together. Only problem is that it keeps coming up how he wants kids and thinks about it often, while also assuring me hes choosing me, he wants me more. Its recently caused some severe anxiety and upset because I know he could wake up and change his mind. Hes assuring me he wants me but I dont know what it feels like to have always wanted to be a dad. I have thought time and time again could I have a child and the answer is always no, not adoption, not surrogacy (not that its hardly possible where i live). Now im just in a position where I have to believe him and hope for the best.

Im of course open to comments from all genders in this situation but id really like to hear stories from the side of the man who choose the women long term and how they feel about it. How did you feel when all your friends and family had their kids. Did you eventually leave, do you feel resentful etc? Its been eating me alive and I really want to trust. I can't go to many people in my life about this and have unfortunately been oversharing with my coworkers about this.

Thank you

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u/peppermintteea — 21 days ago

I've never wanted children in my life except one time I had a medical incident that really messed up my hormones. I feel like such a heavy first house with my north node etc in there might point to no kids but I am only 28 and am wondering if there is anything pointing to otherwise. I only ask because I keep finding myself in situations where the man I'm with wants kids or decides suddenly that he wants them. Its been tough for me and I do worry I'm going to end up an independent spinster type women and I do really want a long term loving relationship I think with marriage or at least commitment but yeah this kid stuff is horrific.

Anything you see on kids/marriage indicators etc please let me know. Thank you.

u/peppermintteea — 23 days ago