u/perkypilea

We were seeing eachother casually, only hung out a handful of times but plans kept getting cancelled or rescheduled lately. He has a lot going on, but it seemed like he was still interested and trying to make the time to see eachother. Today we were supposed to hang out, he asked me on Thursday to do something and I honestly was looking forwards to it even though I did my best to hype myself down due to the past plans getting cancelled. Well he texted me 10 min after we should've met up saying he was still far and that he had to cancel because he didnt except things to start getting intimate and that he's not over healing from his recent break up (2 months ago). I very much understand, especially since he's obviously not in a space to be with anyone right now. Im just really fucking confused why he made plans and flaked at the last minute. I feel like I would've been better off with him letting it fizzle and fade away, instead of getting my hopes up. I keep trying to make up excuses in my head, trying to decipher his message and figure out if hes leaving the door open or closing it. He also mentioned feeling like we were getting intimate, while I really didnt feel that way. Im just left feeling really confused and disappointed...

Pepperoni and Jalapeño pizza with a friend