23 F needs someone to talk to.
It's nothing serious. That's kinda the problem. I have never really processed my emotions and because of current circumstances I need to feel, process and accept but I'm not able to. I can't even cry unless I'm watching something even remotely sad. Like pathetic sad. Like what the fuck the acting is so bad and I'm still crying but never when I'm trying to process my emotions. My default is just numb. Context: I have been diagnosed with adhd and mdd. Anyway is anyone free or has had similar experiences? Really need someone to talk to. And yes I have really tried to feel things on my own. Ironically I am always in my head. I can spend hours thinking about all kinds of random things but I only think about things and most of the time they're related to my fixations and general shityness of the world and others shit (really just random shit).