u/phoxiee

Since when did Teetee and Pressure become batman and robin, and why they fighting the whole bus? 😭🧍🏿

Hello, what are some subreddits where the mods require credentials to post or to respond to posts?

Doesn't matter the topic, thanks in advance to any replies :)

Hello! Just joined this sub a few mins ago and my interests have been peaked! Do you all discuss the 'why' behind hiding this stuff/keeping it a secret?

If so, I'd love to hear thoughts on this or where to find out more about the 'why'.

If not, could someone please redirect me to the right place?

thank u for reading

sorry idk what flair to use. but is is worth starting from the beginning? if not which season should I start with/are there any seasons worth skipping?

asking cuz when I first started baddies yall told me skip ATL and start with south.

and do yall think auditions is worth watching?

Hey, had to go to the ER recently due to having a really bad episode, its been a little over a year since my last episode.

I just need to scream into the void real quick y'all.

I'm in there on thw floor SCREAMING CRYING DYING in pain and everybody is looking at me like I'm crazy, like the pain just can't possibly be that bad. I had my Nana and my Mom with me, and they were doing their best to advocate for me.

But sometimes I feel like being honest does more harm than good, I was straightforward with why I was there, my history with smoking, and how I HAVE been taking the steps at home to help deal with this episode but it's been over a week and nothing has worked.

Could be all in my head but I felt as if they weren't taking me seriously or viewing me in a "well, that's your own damn fault" kind of way. It's just annoying because I KNOW me smoking is the issue and I'm doing everything in my power to stop (again lmao), in fact I stopped about 3 weeks ago! and it just feels like a huge slap in the face when I reach out for help and all I get in return is an eyeroll.

Some times I feel like they're treating me like I'm fucking stupid. "Well have you stopped smoking?" "Well when was the last time you smoked?"

I told them the truth but I could tell they didn't believe me, and that just made me hate myself even more in that moment. Because I KNOW better, but unfortunately that's not how addiction works.

Anyway just irritated because I knew this was always a risk when I started smoking again, and I stopped as soon as I got sick. I even had my psychiatrist send over some meds to help me through the early stages of withdrawals and any chs symptoms. But it still got so bad I needed the ER.

This was undoubtedly one of the most PAINFUL episodes I've had, and I just felt as if no one really cared. I feel very alone, and very stupid, and very ashamed.

I hope anyone who is reading this has a good day and I hope your journey to peace and healing is quick.