u/pixieless

It seems if I dont get my hands on a digging wand or TP that can bring me back up to explore all missed pickups....the run will die at hisii but even in runs where my 3 neurons work overtime and create a good wand that blitz everything and make me feel like a god....after ethnic cleansing the jungle....Im left with the following options

1. go down and die as suddenly the wand that was nuking everything decided violence is wrong

2. go up and die to random fuckury in the name of curiosity

3. die

The furthest ive gone in exploring in a run is killing the green booger thing in pyramid and alchemist with create explosion and hiding till he killed himself...followed by infinite black hole into lava pit

(my genius was so advanced it looped back into retardation)

Whats to do after jungle? How does one prep for parallel worlds??

Ps. Still new and having a blast dying every way possible, I can finally make it past hisii consistently but then get stuck, where I cant seem to scale my damage or survivability up

My south AP keep making decisions "for me" and getting mad when I dont react with absolute filial joy.

They forced their views on what a "good college degree is", spoilers its medical or finance. Everything else is useless to them cuz its not "prestigious enough"

They spend years yelling at me for not practicing driving...only for me to ace it first try (its just a driving exam, im not flying a plane)........alllllll that to not let me drive nor buy my own car with my own money

They were so terrified that I might be gay and that theyd have to disown me and omg what would we tell our friends/family, our son being a disgusting heathen...that they contacted 2 families for an arrange marriage and went ballistic when I said I dont want to marry....ps. they thought I was gay cuz i dont seem to be interested in girls they want for me...

When I brought up that ill be moving out soon, it became a 3 hour lecture about filial duties and how much they've sacrificed for me to abandon them and our culture.

My AD Is a sexist traditionalist who claims the point of my life is to marry a slightly ugly (his words) woman (cuz any woman who cares about anything other than her duties is a frivolous whore) and pump out a boy so our family line may continue...

My AM is an emotional enabler who actually agrees with him saying "what else is there for a woman than the joy of motherhood"....any disagreement will have her in tears talking about how i wasn't raised right

Both really only care about elevating their reputation in their culture and friend circles....

All this talk of having kids...was when I turned 19...

The only reason they backed out of all this marriage talk is cuz i got incredibly sick and was disgusting to look at so it would've hurt their reputation...

I was literally hospitalized and when coming home with a treatment plans of non stop needles and pills....all they could give a shit about is how we can hide the meds so people dont think their family has a junkie of a son