Are yall good at building close relationships?
So Im INFP and i struggle with having relationships with people, definitely friendships. Is this an INFP thing or is this just me? I used to be talkative when i was 5 but then something happened that made me not be as talkative. Then in school, adults were telling me to be quiet. So now as an adult, I'm just quiet and it's hard for me to open up tbh. I also feel like i can't be myself because i believe if i did, everyone would hate me. Sometimes when i have spoke in the past, people have looked at me crazy(i guess i say weird things?) I also struggle with people trying to get close to me. I feel so uncomfortable with that. So i have 0 friends and not really close with any family tbh. Also when people try to get close, i push them away. Do yall have close relationships where it's easy for yall to open up?