Android operating system (not smart enough to jailbreak or whatever you all do)
Backlight. I usually read in bed.
I’m willing to pay a bit more for these features but I don’t think I’ll use it enough to justify a $300-400 version in premium brands.
The A-Frame Cabin by FunWhole (now Lumibricks). I was lucky enough to get one and I’m so grateful it’s in my collection! I lost my dog two weeks ago and when the dog fell outta one of the bags, I started crying as my Ervin was my outdoor dog, my cabin dog, my fishing partner… oh he loved my outdoor adventures! I miss him.
The detail on this one is incredible! I loved the pine tree. Swing. Curtains. Telescope. The lady cooking over the fire. The man fishing. Piano. The rocker. 🥹
(Yes, I took the photos and edited them).
The A-Frame Cabin. I was lucky enough to get one and I’m so grateful it’s in my collection! I lost my dog two weeks ago and when the dog came into play, I started crying as my Ervin was my outdoor dog, my cabin dog, my fishing partner… oh he loved my outdoor adventures! I miss him.
The detail on this one is incredible! I loved the pine tree. Swing. Curtains. Telescope. The lady cooking over the fire. The man fishing. Piano. The rocker. 🥹
(Yes, I took the photos and edited them).
My big lovable Ervin, a goldendoodle, was with me through my first manic episode and he’s been with me through every depressive episode / hypomania since.
He made me go for a walk, made me get out of bed, could sense when I needed cheer, somehow regulated me… my last hug before work and my first hug when I got home.
I put him to sleep last Tuesday. I can’t sleep. I can’t quit crying. I’m losing it. My meds aren’t working. I gave all my sleeping pills to my wife. I’m not suicidal but there’s a part of me that just wants to take enough to sleep.
I’ve never been bipolar without him and everything feels overwhelming and uncertain. Sorry for rattling on. I don’t even know why I’m posting this. But maybe someone has some words of advice. What’s awful is most of society doesn’t recognize that dogs are family members. I had to call in to work because dogs don’t get bereavement leave.
I just see my world unraveling and I don’t know what to do.