Starting to document my plural experiences through doodles
I'm trying to sort things out in the brain and I felt having a visual medium to communicate things to myself could be useful. The little crown represents whoever's fronting.
First pic is about the stark difference between how my different alters see the world and how even though it feels pointless we still try to do nice things for each other even when we can't understand why the other likes that thing in the first place.
Second pic is about genderfluid dysphoria and how it's difficult for the one alter who wants to transition when the rest don't. It's hard to know what to do for him because it can't be anything permanent. It hurts to know there's a piece of myself that remains unhappy and can't transition in any meaningful way or else we'd just switch again and be dysphoric the other way.