For as long as I can remember I feel completely lost, I don't feel like an actual human being and sometimes I feel like I'm just dreaming while I'm awake. Do I have any future potential at all?
I do not remember most of the dream I had but I remember at one point there was a very large loose female lion roaming around, I think it might have attacked other people but I don't remember clearly, I was paralyzed completely still not moving at all treating it like it was a dinosaur in Jurassic Park, eventually the lion runs fast towards my direction and just stops and stares at me and starts rubbing up against me for awhile like a normal cat and eventually just casually walks away from me calmly. I woke up shortly after this.
I feel like I've already died multiple times but somehow I still have my body and consciousness so that can't be true. I feel like I have no purpose other than to experience negative feelings I don't want to experience, I feel like I just am a tool to generate negative energy. I get so overwhelmed I'm incapable of controlling myself, this year alone I've given myself 4 different black eyes from punching myself in the face and I can't stop myself even if I'm consciously aware I don't want to hurt myself. I don't even know what I want in life besides for it to stop.
Hi, not sure which subreddit would be the most appropriate to ask this in. When I get overwhelmed I involuntarily punch myself repeatedly in the face and top of the head, and I mean I can easily hit myself hundreds of times in a short amount of time in a complete trance, my concern is that the front of my hair on the right side of my head looks noticeably thinner than on the left which I tend to punch less frequently. I'm just not sure if the constant injuries is causing the hair loss or if it's just from stress. Does anyone else have any experience with this?? I'm just hoping it's not permanent damage because my hair looks awful.
Hi, is it possible to fix the marks on the face or am I being too picky about it? I tried gently using a magic eraser and it didn't help any.
I have had a dream of this same room twice now and have reoccurring dreams of movie theaters semi-frequently. I can usually never remember the details of my dreams much besides the way the places look. There is a movie theater where the screen is much smaller than the auditorium and is on the left side near the corner. I try sitting on the right side and no matter which seat I choose someone's head is blocking the screen and I can barely see anything. I have no idea what kind of movie is even playing but I feel like it was a regular Hollywood style comedy. I drew a bad picture and I wanted to mention the filled in spots represent people.