I signed up in March and have given them money up through this month and received nothing for it yet. I'm just going to cancel but I can't tell anymore what I'll be getting aside from this John gwyne series. If someone could shed some light that would be great. Best of luck to future subscribers but this has been an incredibly disappointing experience.
CW: I'M HAVING SOME BIG FEELINGS ABOUT HORRIFIC STORIES
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I can't seem to emotionally regulate myself when I think of other children suffering. I came across a horrific story of child abuse involving a 6 month old two days and I've been in tears when it pops into my head again which is all the time. I look at my 4 month old and his face lights up when he sees me and I just wonder... Is that how that baby looked at his murderer? How could someone do that? I think of mothers in Gaza whose babies cry just like mine when they're hungry but there's no food and I start to panic. I found some charities to donate to and set up monthly contributions but it's starting to become debilitating. Before I had my son I believed in rehabilitation and was against capital punishment and now if someone hurts a child I want to tear their face off with my bare hands. I think it's okay to have empathy but I'm feeling a bit out of control lately and not sure how to handle it. I just struggle to understand the sheer unfairness of the world we live in