u/princesse_xox

I do take tarot with a grain of salt usually, unless done by the few REAL psychics (also mediums too) I know who are always accurate. I kind of feel like somehow the cards are just more accurate for them.

Anyway, I am only making this post because I had what I can only call a 'vision' of a little boy that I later realised could be my future child because he resembled me too.

I had this vision when I was daydreaming at night about a man I am/was very very Romantically interested in, it wasn't like a dream at all, it was so real, it felt like I was watching a videotape of something from the future or past, where the child truly saw ME too Vs me just looking at the event.

I think at first I thought it was my crush as a child, found that interesting to of happened, but I later realised it could be our future child and I've been realising especially recently how much the child resembled ME too

idk if it's my own imagination or what but 90% of my heart has already accepted him as my 'son' -

Especially yesterday I kept realising how much the little boy looked like me while I was looking in the mirror a few times.

My sister also had a dream or vision a few years ago of my future son, she said he had my eyes. Which makes me think maybe there rly IS a son in my future.

I myself had a vision of my nephew in my early teens, the actual event\* I visioned didn't happen BUT the child in my vision looked EXACTLY like my nephew it is crazy. 😳 And that child and me have always had a very special and close bond, everybody notices it too.

Anyway, despite me having a skeptical personality I've had lots of proof in my life of spirits etc, and had been read by real psychic mediums who confirmed that world for me.

Along with seeing spirit myself a few times.

\+ Having my OWN psychic and medium moments, a dream that I just KNEW was a future event, which happened days later to the exact details.

And somehow I knew people's names before I even met them or knew them fully (basically friend of a friend thing)

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I'll stop rambling, but I have reason to believe that this vision MAY actually be real and that little boy may actually be my future son, Vs just my imagination, I wasn't even thinking of future kids I was thinking about me and him and literally just got this very realistic flashback/vision

I did tarot yesterday to ask things about it, and I kept pulling such negative cards and in the end I kept overshuffling so now I'm an anxious mess basically lol.

I kept getting the 10 of swords, just why? ? On such a beautiful thing? I even asked if he'd die because that card made me fear that, yes I know that's dramatic, but it also literally says "death or end of a situation" on the card

And again I got that card.

I'd get the sun too. Just so mixed.

Earlier I got the ten of swords and the chariot which scared me because the chariot could represent a funeral (horse and carriage style) I don't know. .:(

I hope it's just being inaccurate for me but I got the ten of swords multiple times now and I rarely get that. What could it mean?

Even typing this I somehow feel like it is possible he may pass and I just feel sad.

I was getting very excited at the possibility that the boy I saw could be a future child, I've been having a hard time, I thought maybe he wanted to come through to me to give me comfort idk , but now I'm just terrified I'll lose him because tarot apparently said that.

But then again tarot hasn't always been right for me or anyone, and it's only by my trusted psychics that it's usually accurate.

I was told by a random psychic medium years ago that there is always a little boy spirit around me.

Has anyone had tarot be so negative that you got scared but it didn't come true or end up as bad as you'd thought?

I know it's a big jump to fear it's death, but what the hell, why such negative cards on such a topic ?! Like why

Another conclusion

When I had the vision, the little boy was walking away from me but looking back at me from the side, I remember it rly felt like we were truly looking at eachother, like he definitely did see me. But he was holding the hand of an adult/s and being walked away, but looking back at me.

I wasn't afraid in the moment, it was normal, just observing, but perhaps this could all mean something? Maybe it'd be a co parent situation?

What if this all means he will be taken away from me fully though? Although I don't feel it would be fully. Maybe like the father would try to get full custody and be toxic I don't know? Or worse.. I have q lot of fear in general so I can't even use intuition

(I'm all for equal and fair rights and what's best for the child and stability, but I'd hate a toxic parent who'd try to totally just take the child from me just because so I'm afraid of that)

I honestly didn't think much of him being walked away either, until yesterday and the tarot being so negative.

I know maybe the 'vision' could have just been my brain, or nothing at all, but I also know there is a chance this could have actually been a flash of my future (I once had a dream of an event that came true days later with the exact details) So I can't just brush it off fully you know?

Especially realising how much the boy actually looks like me. Maybe I'm just finding that since I THINK it could be my future child, but the possibility is real as he could pass as mine.

the vision also happened while thinking about the man I was interested in (& the boy could very well pass as his child too) with whom I've had coincidences with,

such as us parting ways naturally because life - with life changes

but then bumping into eachother randomly a week or so later!

And these words that meant "my home" popped into my head during which, and then I randomly kept seeing the same words online.

To me also bumping into his possible relatives! I randomly crossed paths with two men especially who looked and acted so similarly to him that I genuinely feel like it's just a fact they're his brother's lol like you can tell.

Maybe it's all coincidence but still strange and gets me wondering if perhaps me and him are fated or something idk.

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To anyone who comments I appreciate you, I know it's a big leap to fear death but it's just such a negative card that can mean literal death. And I barely get it.

But again, I overshuffled, but I think that's only because I GOT such negative cards. I repeatedly got 10 of swords.

Even when I literally asked would he pass away I got the ten of swords. Like.

Then I'd get the sun, then cards that basically said on it that all is not lost, I can overcome this, the star which is hope but can also mean someone passes away.

Lately I started to accept that the boy may genuinely be a future child, and I've become excited. But now I just feel dread and afraid, and I feel angry, why give me that vision and now apparently it could be took away from me :( ?

Edit

Honestly logically it's all a bunch of cards but they're so accurate for some people, especially when done by real psychics, but I'm all over the place so maybe it's just not real for me? I hope this all doesn't count! It hasn't rly been accurate for me anyway. If it was I'd already be in a relationship ages ago lol with a man I used to like for example and much more.

But the fact when done by realll psychics it can be so accurate has just made me afraid, what if in these moments it was being accurate?

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I personally feel like most people have atleast some, and I've seen people with beautiful hair that's healthy but just has a few.

I noticed I have a few but I want to just keep growing it and then trim it after it's a certain length as I'm trying to make it long again.

It was long before with some split ends but a trim thickened my hair and made it look better.

I do search and cut method, but if I do too many it can make the hair look uneven...

I know split ends are bad but I kind of feel like if we keep the hair moisturised and healthy a few could be fine?

My hair still grows with them too.

I just don't want to cut it again I already did a big chop and I regret it :(

My hair genuinely doesn't have much and when I'm bored I'll do the search and destroy method to keep the length,

But I'm wondering as anyone just left them and continues just growing their hair and taking care of it despite a few? Did you eventually cut them off ? Fully or one by one?