u/promiseofadistntsky

I'm an Indian who got accepted in the East-West University, Tbilisi, with my tuition fees being exactly 3900$ per year.

I saw many posts saying that Georgia is expensive and not good as compared to other countries like Russia but they were for 60 lakhs, what about my situation?

It'll cost me around 23400$ for my entire degree (2,246,000 rs) excluding accommodation charges and all.

I can manage living with racist people around as I'm not really interested in socialising a lot, few friends will suffice for me.

Please give me your raw and blunt opinions on this.

As one who chases chaos, I'm scared of stillness.

Stillness and chaos go hand-in-hand just like the popular Chinese concept of Yin and Yang, they complete each other.

Without experiencing chaos, one can never know what stillness truly means, and vice versa. I, for myself, always choose chaos over stillness not because I like it, but because I'm scared of the latter. I have always lived in chaos, whether it be my personality, love, friendship, academics, never once have I felt anything be still, I have always taken the decision that involved chaos unbeknownst to myself, and the consequences? They ruined my life beyond saving, or so I thought. Just when I thought, now nothing else can happen, when I almost felt the stillness approach, chaos called me.

Chaos gave me hope, made me feel alive again all while the fact remains that chaos was the same thing that ruined me.

Everytime I have had a moment of true stillness, the longing for chaos inside me has always made me experience hell.

Although I always wonder how it'd feel to achieve peace, I have never once tried to do so, it's exhausting, it's not worth it, it's... scary...

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