I just found out that my boyfriend of 10 years has cheated on me with 100 different women
First of all I’m going to start by saying my boyfriend has multiple STDs. He tried bringing up having a threesome with another girl, which is crazy because I don’t even want to touch him, let alone allow another person 10 feet near him because they’ll catch all of his diseases. So anyway, he got pissed because I said no to this. I checked his phone a couple of days ago and saw that he had almost 100’s of texts, DMs, and nudes from all types of different women. It almost seemed like he messaged every single woman he could find on the internet. Some of the messages to these girls were about me, saying things like “My gf threw my playstation out the window” (not true) and “She never wants to have sex with me” (true)
I feel so sad and empty. Was I a bad girlfriend for not letting him have a threesome and infect an innocent woman AND me as well?