I got a smaller one a year later. This one was purchased back in 2020, but seeing some of the posts about authenticity made me question mine. I always thought it was real though.
I tried to look up any posts regarding autoimmune diseases and chronic pain but didn’t see one that fit.
Like so many others, I have an incurable autoimmune disease. I also have other health problems with my heart. Because of this, I take multiple medications AM and PM. I cannot stop taking the medications otherwise I will overwork my heart and I have already dealt with having a stroke.
I am trying to manifest that I am healthy, but how can I manifest this if I am actively having to take medications? How do I live in the end of my manifestation?
In the end, I will not need medications or any sort of pills. I won’t need blood draws or to have monthly doctor appointments. But I just do not know how to block this all out.
If anyone has insight, please share.
I’m 30F, boyfriend is 39M. I think he still watches adult content even though he told me he doesn’t.
He’s perfect on paper, and we get along well. But I find myself dreading alone time lately because hugs, cuddling, or any kind of affection lead to sex. I just cannot do this every day 2-3 times a day. If I don’t reciprocate, he will bring up the “I don’t know if this is working” talk.
Or he will get very moody with me if I don’t reciprocate. My friends say that this is normal with men and I’m a very late bloomer.
I always thought I had a normal sex drive but he tells me mine is low. I think it’s gotten lower the past couple of months. I really really really want to settle down already and resent that I haven’t.
I did lose my virginity to him last year, so I don’t have experience with how it’s supposed to be but being sore sucks. Anyways, just thought I’d share because this feels therapeutic for whatever reason.