u/purplekero

Hi i just want to let my feelings out because i don't feel like i have someone in my life right now that can understand this feeling.

A note: I'm from Mexico, so sorry if my grammar is weird.

So the thing is:

The las two years I recovered the friendship with a couple of friend that were of my past social circle before my transition, mostly with... lets call her Gigi.

Gigi has been completely supportive and encouraging while we speak and talk to her, so I started to let my walls down and be more and more open to her, at the point that I considered a close friend again.
That was until this saturday.

Long story short they invited me to her house for an after party while i was getting there i got confused by the block they live in and texted her boyfriend that i was half lost, anyway I oriented myself and arrived, but before i knocked I overheard them

And Gigi was telling Charlie (her boyfriend). " HE knows where we live, Leave HIM get here"

I dont mind the thing she say I really got hurt by the misgendering

I feel like they privately don't accept my transition ive got a mess of feelings right now.
Because I feel betrayed specially by Gigi like all the encouragement by her is fake that she is only accepting when im there, that she doesnt really view me as a women, and i'm dumb for believing I could have a good friendship with her