u/random_emogirlll

I have teachers and shit at my school say stuff like this all the time to the point where its pissed me off so much ive started wearing t shirts and no sleeves out of spite. Like why cant they just mind their own fucking business.

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Im a trans girl and I relapsed a few hours ago simply because of having body hair, i know women have it too but just having it grow on my face and stomach and arms makes me feel so fucking disgusting and I hate it so much, and I have no way to really get rid of it because all I have is a shitty electric razor, if I could id get everything waxed but Im broke, id be willing to go through the pain of having my hair torn out if it meant I could go a few weeks without having it, I hate having body hair so fucking much it makes me look all masculine and gross, same with how my arms are more bulky and muscular because of genes, aswell as getting my dad's eyes which look more male like. Its such a stupid reason to do it and I feel like such a fucking idiot for it. I cleaned my cuts and everything but I feel so stupid for relapsing for such a dumb reason.

I plan to relapse tonight, I'm 2 weeks clean and I'm so fucking sick of this shit im done im so fucking done i fucking hate my life I hate everyone why can't everyone just fucking die already I hate them so much im tired of dealing with this shit.