Husband with schizophrenia
I am married to my husband for 2 years. He has schizophrenia auditory mostly. He only said he was diagonesd with it. He has been admitted to hospital 2 times and today the third time after we got married. He refuse to medication and thinks it makes it worse. In this year he had 5 or 6 job changes and financially it challenges us both. We got married 2 months after meeting each other and now I feel like I should have waited longer.
I knew what he was going through but this has slowly started becoming a problem in my own life. Very disorganized, his delusion are the worst like some is stalking him, poisoning him. We were homeless and lived in car so at that time he would say some one is trying to kidnap me so he is protecting me. Now we have apartment he says they are following and drugging us through the vents. He broke his phone believing someone is tracking him. I spent all my savings to buy him new phone which is broken again. I am completely losing it. I have bpd myself i have tried everything to help him. I am in the verge of leaving everything now. This is making me have thoughts of hurting myself. I am so hopeless.