u/rchkid_

hindi ko alam gagawin ko sa buhay 😭 26 (M) wala namang own fam dahil bading pero breadwinner sa family

kung tutuusin dapat masaya na ako kasi i landed a government job (sg 18). pero kasi, di ko naman alam na ganito pala kalala ang toxicity ng workplace ko na umaabot na sa puntong naaapektuhan na pati trabaho. sobrang draining and i feel like i am just trying to pull myself up every single day para lang magtrabaho. partida pa-3 months pa lang ako dito huhu nandun din yung impostor syndrome na baka di ko kayanin yung responsibilities in the long run

added dilemma pa ay if iggrab ko yung opportunity abroad na 15k higher sa sahod ko ngayon. baka magkamali na naman ako ng desisyon sa buhay 🫠

send thoughts (and prayers) pls

is it alright to leave a company that doesn’t align with my values as a person and as a professional? for context, i am employed for an ~important~ position and resigning from this job will somehow crumble our department. the pay is good, the proximity, the schedule suits my liking, but the overall culture is what makes me want to find better opportunities for my peace of mind. i am so drained with office politics, power tripping, backstabbing, vulgarity, name it, our office has it. i am only 3 months in to say the least. 🥹🥲