I’m only 20 but I have a stark vision of what my love life will look like
I know 20 is still very young, bear with me.
The advice elders often give you is that “you have time”. You don’t need to bloom in your 20s, 30s, or ever, and you don’t need to experience teen and college love.
Shit, it’s good advice and all but I feel like I am just completely lost when it comes to even setting up a date. Actually, it kind of infuriates me because I KNOWW I have time, but I don’t know what to do with it. Like, of course a pirate adventure takes a long journey before they reach treasure, but how are they supposed to do it without a fucking map??
Legitimately, people are an enigma to me, especially girls. I came without a map that others naturally have. I need guidance. What do girls like? How do I meet girls? What if I’m very shy and autistic? I’m literally on a campus, chock-full of attractive women. Why the fuck am I failing in ideal conditions? Also, how the fuck are there so many couples walking around on campus when school just started?
And since I'm failing in the literal EASIEST time to form a relationship, I already know that I am doomed once I leave college. Less girls will be around me and people will marry each other, so I think I will be left in the dust. GGs!