u/redtree560

hi, im an fy1 and i feel like im just horrible at it- i know i'm still new to it, but I feel like I'm struggling so much more than everyone else is. I really struggle to keep up with all the jobs and I'm so uncertain with everything that I'm double checking basically everything with my sho which i can tell really winds them up. every time i'm on call i just feel like im trying really hard but that I'm completely useless and give everyone else way more work. i did fine at medical school and i dont think im lazy but i worry everyone else thinks im lazy and im being bad on purpose, but i really want to be better- i just dont know where im going wrong compared to everyone else, or how to be better. I'm really struggling with adjusting to being an f1 more than most people and im just left feeling horrible about myself most of the time. I see so much on here about how the new f1s are feckless and so acopic and this isnt usually me. Any advice on just being less dead weight?

I have a very old apple ID, was my dads old one that he transferred to me about a decade ago so I wouldnt lose progress in any of my inane story games when we split our accounts when I was old enough. The primary email address thats the name of the account I have access to- but unfortunately theres a recovery email set up for it which is long gone, so I can't get recovry stuff sent to the primary, unless theres a way around this.

I don't know the security questions- my dad is the sort of guy that will have put non sensical answers to reduce chance of hacking, and the DOB on the account, similarly will likely be his birthday, with one digit off, but im not sure what.

I know the password, and the previous password about a decade ago, and have access to the primary email. I never set up 2FA and wish I had but now it wont let me because account is locked until I verify either by email(recovery email I don't know) or security questions. Is there any way to rescue my account with the details I have- also have multiple devices logged in. Account is locked so I can update existing apps but not download any new ones.

Do I just need to start over? or is there anyway to rescue it.

If I have to start a new apple ID is there any way to try keep my whatsapp chat logs/photos. I've got a lot of stuff I'd be sad to lose