u/renegadepunkrocker

Im 19f and lived here in Perth SOR for practically all my life w plenty of friends but im feeling so lonely and isolated this past couple if yrs at uni.

Seeing people hanging out w their friends and partners makes me feel so broken in side. I'm chatty and sarcastic and soo deeply crave human connection not just surface level interaction. I FUCKING HAYE TEXTING but I'll still msg if it means there's someone there on the otherwise wanting to speak to me. Doesn't feel like that anymore when I CONSTANTLY have to be the first to reach out. And for what? Just some more dry one answers?

While i suppose I can say I have "friends" they r rlly just a few people i msg every few days and maybe meet up w once in a while. Ive asked to meet up on multiple ocasions but ig im just no ones preference... not first or even 4th. Even during the holidays are people are to busy to hangout? Or is it just me? Is it just me maybe im too much of an old sould who values inperson interaction more than quick chats on line.

Ive met people in tuts but it never goes anywhere and I looked into joining clubs but the only one that interested me was the crafts club at uni but they dont hold many events anymore. I tried looking at other clubs yet I can't find ones w people my age and follow my interest (friber arts + dark humour + music - jazz, rock, punk ect).

Anyone else struggling? Best of luck to everyone drowning in exam season/life 🫶

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Severitus fic where harry is a first yr and sorted in slytherin. I think hes quite isolated from the other snakes and pushed aside, i beleive cause of his rivalry w draco. There is a plot twist where harry has blackout phases/memory loss because ⚠️ >! He is repressing the fact the an older slytherin student is sexually assaulting him !< . ⚠️

I beleive draco >! catches the assault while its happening or when harry is having a panic attack after and !< calls Snape to help.

I can't remember which sites it was nor if it was finished or not but I think it was mainly set in first yr. I also think the drac&harry rivalry was more one-sided as harry felt more alone and was mainly to do w dracos jealousy over harry w quidditch and harry chosing Ron over him on the train.

Thx in advance 🖤

please lmk if I used the spoiler thing properly as I understand the content maybe triggering.

Severitus fic where harry is a first yr and sorted in slytherin. I think hes quite isolated from the other snakes and pushed aside, i beleive cause of his rivalry w draco. There is a plot twist where harry has blackout phases/amnesia because ⚠️ >! He is repressing the fact the an older slytherin student is sexually assaulting him !< . ⚠️

I beleive draco >! catches the assault while its happening or when harry is having a panic attack after and !< calls Snape to help.

I can't remember which sites it was nor if it was finished or not but I think it was mainly set in first yr. I also think the drac&harry rivalry was more one-sided as harry felt more alone and was mainly to do w dracos jealousy over harry w quidditch and harry chosing Ron over him on the train.

Thx in advance 🖤

please let me know if I used the spoiler thing properly as I understand the content maybe triggering.

LF fics featuring an abused harry by dursley's, drarry ofc and if possible set in a muggle au.

Any fic length but preferably completed. Limited/No smut pls🙏

My recs are Incurable and Dracos boy.

Edit: I am looking for more hurt/comfort or angsty fics featuring Harry's abuse

Trying to find a fic where Harry stays w Snape for the summer and keeps making meals Snape but Snape keeps that a house elf dumbledore sent from hogwarts has been making meals/taking care of the house.

I think there was also one scene when he look at a room of the house (spinner's end) and thought its a bit too clean and fire calls albus to thank him for sending a house elf but then he finds out that its been harry all along.

I think in the fic harry had ptsd and an eating disorder tho I maybe jumbling up fics.

Sorry for the lack of details. If u know any fics that are similar I'd love some recs 🙏

Trynna find a fic where Harry stays w Snape for the summer and keeps making meals for him and Snape. Altho Snape keeps thinking its a house elf dumbledore sent from hogwarts has been making meals/taking care of the house.

I think there was also one scene when he look at a room of the house (spinners end) and thought its a bit too clean and fire calls albus to thank him for sending a house elf.

Why couldnt this happen to my exam 😭😭😭