Is my girl okay??

She seemed like she was having a normal pregnancy but she has been swollen like this for a few days now. I just assumed she was ready to pop but now im getting worried. Parameters are fine, i did a water change today just in case.
The swelling is even from above

u/ricey64 — 6 days ago
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(WIP) Advice with colour theory??

Hi all, ive been trying to play around with colours more but i can never seem to get it to look cohesive. The orange/blue and yellow/purple contrasts just look so separate to me. Can anyone help?

u/ricey64 — 8 days ago

Fish deliveries??

Hi all, I've always bought my fish in person from lfs as I have quite a few within driving distance from me but over the past year I've had increasing health issues and I'm not able to drive that far anymore so I was wondering if any of you are from the UK and have experience with ordering fish online? Im looking to get a few otos for my community tank but im very anxious theyll get hurt or stressed during delivery

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u/ricey64 — 2 months ago

How to deal with hopelessness(?)

Hi everyone. For a bit of context I had a very shitty childhood and as a result have dealt with severe mental health issues my entire life. Roughly 2.5 years ago I managed to move out of my parents house and now live with my boyfriend and his family, which helped my mental health tremendously and I managed to get into a healthy routine of work, hobbies etc. However around June last year I noticed my fatigue was getting so bad I could no longer work safely as I was falling asleep behind the wheel etc. i spent the next ~6 months with my doctors trying to figure out what was wrong and In January, one came to the conclusion it was likely chronic fatigue syndrome. However not even a week later I caught a really bad virus and genuinely have not recovered since. Ive been practically homebound since and dealing with every symptom aligning with cfs/me.

Anyway the reason why I am posting here is because my mental health is taking a massive dip again (to be expected i suppose) but I have this lingering feeling all day every day that I have no purpose in life and that Im never going to be able to do anything meaningful. Before I got sick I was always striving to do as much as I could and contribute to everything in any way possible and now I cant do anything. Im stuck, struggling to go through the daily motions and being unable to do much else. How do you all deal with this?
I lost all my friends in the past few years as I moved away and they were unable/unwilling to come to me and now I cannot go to them. I obviously cant go see my family and all my hobbies just feel futile. Im at a loss and any advice would be greatly appreciated

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u/ricey64 — 2 months ago