Time for another break... I thought things would be better by now
Doing my second annual 3 week break, which I've been doing for the last five-ish years now. When I took the last one in January I was grappling with my wife's recent acute health crisis that left her unable to work and extremely dependent on me for daily living tasks. That health crisis has now become a chronic illness with no end in sight.
I feel daunted by 3 weeks without weed living my new normal. Staying busy and leaning on all my crutches has been how I stay afloat. I still want to take the break. Just feeling worn out before I even start.