u/robinivy

Making a japanese, zen, cute theme. Things like bathrobes, spa shirts, idk. A lot of the ones i found didnt scan

26!! Kind of sad lol 😔

Is anyone else feeling the same. My whole life i have been uncomfortable in formal clothes, i buy makeup just to look at it but I never use it. I get one compliment and I feel very uncomfortable and undo everything because I dont think its sincere.

Ive gone my entire life yoyo-ing between eating too much and too little I've been 8st, 10 st for years and then now 12st. Ive hated my appearance my whole life. Having a toxic set of parents, pcos, and constant criticism of my weight my whole life even when i was 9st was incredibly hard. I just had to grow in my teen years yet they just kept attacking all of the symptoms that I had of pcos, and the puppy fat you can get from being a teen

I'm only 5'2 and i have a spine issue that makes exercise hard. Currently know i need to lose weight but knowing what I look like at each weight, as well. Im really ugly as it is, so knowing I'm only going down to be just as ugly has been depressing me. I dont honestly care for being any healthier, extending my life or whatever.

Right now im depressed and I just eat what i want to.

Is anyone else finding this stuff impossible? I'm also scared that losing 2st will cause worse looking effects to my body. I wish i was one of the beautiful girls i see because i would love to wear crop tops and skirts and just be a normal person, but right now being chubby i wont even cut my hair short. I know being thin i wouldnt wear those clothes i like either.

I am actually ugly by the way, i have been bullied for a lot of my life for my appearance